Living in a broken dream,
Crawling in the spaces inbetween.
Seeping through the floorboards of Death,
Taking all my daily meth.
Singing songs, chopping flesh,
Mince it through barbed wire mesh.
Half a cup of treacle, half a pint of blood,
Juglar's cut, dip your paintbrush in and smear it on the wood.
Circle made of candles, sticks to a star,
Get The Book, cast the curse and see if we get far.
Father rise, Master lives, grant all He pleases,
Steal the church, do the murder, just to spread his teases.
Misty fields, foggy mind, daylight comes i cannot rise,
Wait 'till night, hunger for fright, a Demon in disguise.
Waiting here to see your face,
Refuel my body with some grace,
But it's hard for me to see,
That we'll never be,
I'll never learn that now, I'm a disgrace.
Taunts awaiting to disease me with grief,
Mind full of horrors beyond belief,
But my blood won't pour,
I'll cry no more,
Because your presence gives me relief.
My dreams is where my madness does start,
Knocks me out and tears me apart,
But I'll close my eyes,
Can I use you as a disguise?,
Because you're gentle and won't break my Babydoll Heart.
Cry when you're down,
Bleed when you fall on the floor,
Take your last breath, someone must haved loved me...
I think
Looking at that starry sky,
Hazzy eyes filled up with tears,
He must have meant it, he would'nt say it to hurt me...
I think
Nobody to pick me up off me bedroom floor,
I wish Nanna was here now,
She would have told me what to do, If i could pluck up the courage to...
I think
Blood running out now,
Veins will soon be filled with emptiness,
This pure white has now drowned in my screams, then the light is seen in my eyes, they close...
I sleep... forever
Tonight.
This sick, sad night.
The skies are falling.
Swiftly, sweetly.
All the same.
The stars arranged so neatly.
Oh, is god to blame?
Dare the clouds admit his name?
The Skies are falling.
Do you start by calling,
Off your pricey picture phones.
Four hundred names and listing,
But you know you are alone.
The clouds have come to sit
Surround my eyes, I'm blinded quick.
But I feel fine.
The ending day is mine.
It was beautiful from the start.
Buildings, structures, weakened hearts.
Come crumbling with the moon.
Calm it is, it will be over soon.
The night the skies were falling.
Pieces, pictures, empty faces.
What was i
Current Residence: some unknown place in England Favourite genre of music: Metal (either general metal or Glam) Favourite photographer: not sure but some of my friends are sick with a camera!! Favourite style of art: Surreal or gothic/fantasy Operating System: Windows MP3 player of choice: i Pod or Sony Erricson phone walkman Wallpaper of choice: depends on mood Skin of choice: pale(vampiric)+ soft Favourite cartoon character: Bloo from Foster's Home for Imaginary friends and Mandy from the Grim Adventures of Billy and M Personal Quote: I don't have any real quotes...just signature facial expressions =]]
Favourite Visual Artist
Dante Rossetti, Salvador Dahli and must say there are some very talented people on DeviantArt
Favourite Movies
there are several
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
Avenged Sevenfold for one, but there are too many to list
Favourite Writers
I don't really read
Favourite Games
Hide and Seek round big parks and estates
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo DS
Tools of the Trade
Carmera (any type), PhotoShop Studio 2000, any art medium and a good old bit o' brain
Other Interests
Designing, self portrait photography, reaching goals, experimenting with make up and hair
Woopdywoop hello:D
I know you've all missed me... yyeeaah fukin rite!
Anyways hell ohope everybody's okiewokie (sorry i'm a bit hyped up)
I'm back at school now n it's... absolutly BOLLOCKS!:chainsaw: But oh well i've got my 1st Art lesson on friday so i'm happy:)
I'm in a little funny mood at the moment. I'm happy, confused, paranoid, violent and excited all at the same time and it frankly isn't helping me at the moment when i've found out I might suffer from Thyroid...THANKS MUM!!
Anyways got to sort out "joyus" homework now:bonk:
bye bye:)
Hello :D:D
Yesterday was my birthday... 14!!!!!!!!!!
I had a few nice things but i think the best was an iPod nano:)... a black one:D so i'm happy now frolicing around iTunes like a muppet and cursing CD's that don't work:bonk:
Bye Bye for now
Current mood: :sarcasticclap:
Listening to: Seize the Day- Avenged Sevenfold (ON REPEAT!!!)
Hello.
Can anybody help me out here!?!?
This girl who I thought was my friend, is tryin to steall my boyfiend off me:crying:
How the fuck can I tell her I'm pissed off with her and also telling her:
* I stil want to be friends
*all the while I've been tryin to get her a boyfriend but I'm not sure wheather I should now
*There's no way she can get my boyfriend because he's happy with me and I'm happy with him at this present moment
* For bloody fuck sake STOP GOING ALL FUKING EMO ON ME AND SAYING SHE'S GOING TO KILL HERSELF!!!! because it's real